She came back in with this weird look on her face and told me "You're pregnant." I don't even remember what I felt other then just this kinda... everything got surreal. I think I asked if she was serious. Once it sunk in that it was real I thought to ask for an ultrasound to make sure it wasn't ectopic. She set it up for 2pm and also gave me the pregnancy test.
I then sat in the car trying to decide what to do next. I texted Brad to see if I could some see him at work since I didn't want to tell him over the phone. He said yes but was freaked out now since he knew I was at the doctor and thought something must be very wrong. I told him it was ok and drove over. Got to admit I was worried. No logical reason but I was.
I got to Brad's work and parked and he came out and met me. He got in the car and I don't even remember how I told him. I think he asked if I was ok and what the doctor said. I told him that I was fine but that I was pregnant. All I remember is his face was utter shocked. I explained how the doctor said the pill isn't 100% and if I missed a pill it is possible. I asked if he was upset and he said no. He was actually happy I could tell but was trying to keep it in some in case I wasn't happy. To be honest I was freaking out but his being happy made me go towards happy instead of freaking out.
We talked for awhile but I had to hurry to go get Moya. He went back into work and told them that he had to leave. We drove to get Moya. While he went in to get her I called my mom and told her what was going on. She too thought I was about to tell her something horrible was wrong and was happily relieved when I told her I was pregnant. She agreed to watch Moya during Moya's therapy while we went to the ultrasound
We dropped off Moya and headed back to the doctor. We waited forever but finally got in. There wasn't much to see... super early but at least they could see it wasn't in the tubes. We went back up to the doctor and she confirmed that the blood work and the ultrasound confirmed it all and that my estimated due date at this point was around January 14th.
So... there it is. Just like that we are suddenly pregnant... again. Now we got a lot to figure out. I called Dr. Johannsen on the way home and have an appointment on May 31st.


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